i got guns in my head and they won't go。

[foes]

(THIS IS A TRAIN WRECK RN I'LL FIX IT LATER) PERMISSIONS: backtagging: yes pls thank you, i'm slowwwww af myself because Life threadhopping: if it's contextually appropes, otherwise it's just awk fourthwalling: there are certain understandable punctures, like the comics-within-comics about captain america, and social media shenanigans PREFERENCES: ships: m/f preference (with a rare dash of m/m re: the occasional steve). cross-canon and OCs are also super cool, e.g. what up diana/bucky aka ducky (OCs with the caveat that it may be more on a case by case basis). unless it's on a shipping-centric meme, it's usually gotta evolve after some delicious CR. my fave ship is, believe it or not, bucky/wanda but i'm weirdly picky about my wandas so if you're not sure, just ask! kinks: no: brainwashing; weird bodily fluids (blood does not count as weird for bucky). yes: hairplay; bondage (with the right, trusted partner — would not be random); dom/sub play (also with someone he trusts); sensory deprivation; body worship; orgasm denial; somnophilia; dubcon (with regard to aphro/sex pollen context, usually with partners who are already into each other); unhooking motherfucking brassieres. anything else? i'm open. teach me ur kinks. WARNINGS: content from this character: involves severe PTSD, mind control, dissociative identity symptoms, violence, gore, fallout from non-consensual living weaponization. cybernetic (possibly vibranium alloy) left arm - which has been re-gifted post-ca:cw as a full-on upgrade from new ally t'challa (black panther). if any of these traits/items make you uncomf, lmk.

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[fatalem]

[ his idea to stay frozen isn't a bad one, but much like any solution, it isn't permanent. it's a few months before they get a call from t'challa informing them of an attack from hydra, resulting in a lot of casualties, a few deaths, and barnes's chamber being stolen. t'challa and the rest of the team start a search for those responsible. steve takes off looking for him with the thought that she's joined them. she sets out to find him before he does, instead.

something goes wrong, even before hydra can wake him up and reprogram him. the freezer malfunctions and he wakes up and takes off, but not before taking out the hydra agents in charge of observation. natasha arrives to find an empty capsule surrounded by broken bodies, and it doesn't point to anything good. this situation is unprecedented; as far as she knows, he's never woken up with a clear mind and memories in tact before. from this, she can't tell if he was defending himself or if something's gone very, very wrong.

it's another few weeks before she gets a lead, and she tracks him to an old safehouse in moscow, one that had been shared by the red room and hydra. memories flood through her mind as she walks through the door, she can recall them being formed in these rooms, short missions before her full training was completed, sparring sessions in the basement, biding time while they waited for debriefing. the basement is where she heads, and it's where he turns out to be. his back is to the stairs, but he turns immediately when he hears her coming, and she stops at the foot of them, stance open but prepared to fight, hand at her holster. ]

You recognize me now?

[ now that they're in a place from both their broken memories. ]